Saturday, December 23, 2006
| You Are An INFP |
The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. |
Friday, December 08, 2006
| Your Birthdate: December 1 |
You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!You are very prone to love - hate relationships. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month. |
| Your Love Number is 1 |
You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argumentYou take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around. |
| The Keys to Your Heart |
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
| Your Power Color Is Indigo |
At Your Highest: You are on a fast track to success - and others believe in you. At Your Lowest: You require a lot of attention and praise. In Love: You see people as how you want them to be, not as how they are. How You're Attractive: You're dramatic flair makes others see you as mysterious and romantic. Your Eternal Question: "Does This Work Into My Future Plans?" |
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i'm so sad, i can't even describe.
i want to run away with someone; any takers?
Friday, November 17, 2006
eh.
things are weird.
i hate feeling insecure like that.
i hate having these expectations you know?
just tell me what you want and not let me guess okay?
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
I've been thinking.
Why is it a sin to end you're life?
I mean, its your life, your choice right?
you benefit from ending your misery and sacrifice the possibility that life may just get better.
What's wrong with that? (MPC=MPB)
I mean sure, you hurt the people around you.
So does this mean that for a person whose family members have passed, and has no friends, then its not a sin for him to commit suicide? (MSC=MPC ie. no negative externalities ; in fact without your existance everyone has more oxygen no?) Because technically he won't be hurting anyone else.
Anyway these kinds of things can't be measured. what if the benefit you gain from ending your misery outweighs the pain of those you live behind?
i mean we always think of them as selfish but who is there to cry with them when they struggle with their depression, the inability to understand why they are the way they are? Why they hate themselves so much, they deserve to fucking die. why they are always doing the wrong things, always offending people, why them, why can't they just be like everyone else. Obsessed over their imperfections, obsessed with hurting themselves so much so that its so hard to concentrate on anything else. How much they want to tell someone, but so afraid no one would believe. So afraid of the careful approach towards them thereafter. SO NO, YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. AND YOU NEVER WILL.
Monday, October 09, 2006
Just so you know,
I'm going to make it.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
you know what?
this is horrible.
i think i can't do it.
are you listening?
come save me.
i promise i'd give you all of me,
like i've never did before.